25

Just had the thought that I'm about to be a 25 year old Captain who has led troops in combat, who owns his own home, has investments, at 25 paid off his student loans, a large chunk of his mortgage, his credit cards, and a starter loan while heavily investing in stocks and mutual funds...And I couldn't be more single on Valentine's Day. I think it's just because I'm an asshole. At least according to the last two girlfriends...make that last three.

Needed Words

Today at church we had communion. After two very depressing, discouraging and exhausting weeks I was mentally, emotionally and spiritually begging God to take me away from it all. As the crackers and juice were being passed out, I was praying extremely fervently. Then clear as a bell I heard five words from God.

Shut up!

...I love you

That's all I needed. Tears nearly came. Pain washed away. Joy flooded back.

Thank you.